The crying room, it should be called, because the news delivered there is never good. The quiet room had blinds at the window and judiciously placed tissues.

His temperature was dangerously high his pulse erratic. Alex picked up an infection called Pseudomonas, and within hours he was being intubated. Hope is a seesaw balanced by despair and it took less than two days to tip from one to the other. We began to feel excited about becoming a family. They wouldn’t be home by Christmas, but perhaps soon after. The boys made excellent progress: breathing, feeding, putting on weight. They wouldn’t be home by Christmas, but perhaps soon after The boys were breathing, feeding, putting on weight. I still get that feeling now, triggered by a photograph, a memory, a hospital corridor. Stress was a fish bone lodged in my throat and for months I breathed shallow and fearful, as though I might choke. Hope for the best, they tell you, but prepare for the worst. We were in by seven and home 13 hours later, our days filled with beeps and whirs, and the stillness of a ward where lives hung in the balance. We told new parents where the fridges were for expressed milk, the quickest route to the canteen and where to buy a parking pass. a stellar achievement.By the end of our first month in the neonatal intensive care unit (NICU) my husband Rob and I were pros. Elizabeth Haynes, author of Into the Darkest Corner, says, 'I read I Let You Go in two sittings it made me cry (at least twice), made me gasp out loud (once), and above all made me wish I'd written it. As they chase down one hopeless lead after another, they find themselves as drawn to each other as they are to the frustrating, twist-filled case before them. At the same time, the novel tracks the pair of Bristol police investigators trying to get to the bottom of this hit-and-run. I Let You Go follows Jenna Gray as she moves to a ramshackle cottage on the remote Welsh coast, trying to escape the memory of the car accident that plays again and again in her mind and desperate to heal from the loss of her child and the rest of her painful past. The next blockbuster thriller for those who loved The Girl on the Train and Gone Girl.a novel with 'an astonishing intensity that drags you in and never?ever?lets you go.' (Daily Mail, UK) On a rainy afternoon, a mother's life is shattered as her son slips from her grip and runs into the street.

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